the love

it has been almost a year since i last signed in. oh yes, don't you know me already, i'm just super duper lazy. what can i say.. :p

nothing much changed. the heart still choose to hold on to the love that has been long gone or better yet said, SCRAPED OFF FOREVER. to make things clear, it's not the love. it's the hmm... how should i put this... the future?

nevertheless, time gave me the chance to meet more people and get my ass off the seat to interesting experiences. well, why not right? now, there's definitely more stories to tell, but i choose to not tell. oh geez, as if there's anyone reading this. aha.. i know.

oh love love love love.. love love love.. what more can i say to the one thing that made me who i am today. love.

time flies.. slowly

the ups and downs apparently haven't really ended yet. yet. really really thought that it all ended that particular day. urgh. this feeling is shitty. honestly, i can't even say for sure this time that things will eventually pass. i'll be counting days till that day when i wake up thinking what to wear instead of what he's doing or is he up yet or did he sleep well or was he doing anything before bed. the vow. when till it'll be broken? i wish i can know. but if so, will i be okay? oh love, why can't you be easy, why can't you be the-right-thing-to-do.

counting days: day 5.

mungkin

fell in love with the guy who sang this at the ranch.. he dedicated it to me! *excited* i love his voice and the way he sang this song!! *clap clap*