the new begining

updates updates... some interesting and yet some less interesting things are happening in my life lately. i can't really say that everything is A ok but most of it are. ;p

first of all, i finally got THE job!! from Mr. P of coz. thank u thank u... after like almost 6 months i think, was under depression (well, not really considering the fun party poker nights in Miri) and so so frustrated that everyone else got something from Mr. P earlier than me, Thank God i finally secured a place in Mr. P's company. hehe! it ain't really what i was looking forward to, or what i've been learning bout either, but i guess i could do better in this side of the business. everything happens for a reason right? i believe so.. yep yep! and but then again, i'll only start on the 16th of February where i have to attend some brain washing session for bout 3 weeks i think, then i'll be that office chick (cheewahh...!!).

secondly, i bank in the deposit for my new room, brand new okay... at Sterling Condo, Kelana Jaya. superbly amazing most awesome luck to have a middle room with attached bathroom, with angle walls which i can think of many creative things to work with, and twinkling view of the city from the 18th floor. uuuhhhh!!! and guess what, i'm renting it for only RM400 per month. ain't that lucky??? i do think so considering the view, the room and the fact that i'm the first owner of THAT room! hooyeah!! and gosh i tell u, the condo area is i'll say, 4 stars, to me la. my friend said that's jus a 2 or 3 stars standard. but hell 'em, it's more than i ever expected! the pool is huge! there's a gym room, everything else is so near-by. i love it! i just love it!!

then there's a new addiction which i can't really talk about but we'll get there one day aite. ;p not sure how many people maybe judging that post IF and only IF i decided to post if out. but then, that thing, made life easier and more interesting.

oh and did i mention i got myself a new iPod shuffle. it's pink! ;p i know it only cost less then RM200 but that's like the most expensive present i've ever got from anyone, okay!! yep yep.. i'm happy and was smiling the whole day, the day i got it. hehe!

one the other side of the sun however, things didn't go so well. the so called perfect relationship ended. it wasn't anything bad. he's still a nice guy despite his confusion bout the future and all. can't really let it be blamed on him but, lets just say i wasn't expecting him to be doing such stuffs. no details ok. ;) all i can say, Love, it was too, my best year ever.

the whole period from convocation day up to today, i'm gratefull for having the chance to get to know some wonderful people. went to few parties and dinners. really really glad that i gotta chance to make new friends.

it has been a hell of a ride towards the end of 2008, but for this year, 2009, i can see shining things around me already and it's just the end of the first month! i'm glad that it's a good start this year. well, guess it should be a good year since it's my year! the year of the mighty OX!! hoooyeahhh!!

there's another 11 months through this year, and the ups and downs, will come by but one thing i promise myself, that i'll be happy all year round, not to dwell on any negetivity and to be grateful for all the blessings i got and will be getting throughout the year!

cheers!!

that urge

urgh.. i hate it. that urge to do something that u know u'd love to do but u know u can't do coz it's bad but u really really want to but u know u just can't. u know that feelin'? irritating kan? it's like your brain already told u that it's bad and logically u know u shouldn't but your heart just says 'Go for it!'. then u're gonna be like.. should i follow my heart or my brain? haha! this thing i wanna do, i know it's bad and i know it's not gonna give me anything else but comfort, satisfaction and probably some interesting conversations which might end with something sooo messed up and soooo bloody wrong. LOL! but then again, at least it's there to make days and nights interesting and hard at the same time.

ps: tattoo of 2 cards - an Ace and a 7 of hearts. cool?