Am I too old???!!

job hunting day.. went to a shopping mall. not really ready to be doing something in the professional world. ;p
so, i went and ask this one tiny gift shop.

'hi, mek mok apply k keja kosong ya (pointing to the vacancy notice)' (translation: hi, i wana apply for the job.)
she looked at me and say, 'sapa nok mok keja?' (who's the one applying?)
duhhhhhh~~!! didn't i said me?? 'kamek la..'
the 2 girls behind the counter looked at each other and gave me THE face. that face which said, can't you see how old you are. cis cis cis....!!! then they said, 'boss mek kat KK. try kol nombo sia la.' (my boss is in KK, try calling that number there laaa.)

sigh.. i think i went to all the shops with 'VACANCY' at their entrance. aaaaaa!!! and this 50 year old PC i'm using at the internet cafe here ain't helping my mood.

sigh.. again.. sigh..

He's the one..

Not everyone's there through the bad times, but most of them are there through the good times. they stay long, but when they see that i'm falling, they kept their distance. i have all the obvious ups and downs in life. i know when i'm in the ups and when i'm all the way down. now, i'm down. new people appear in my life during this part of my life, one or two at least. most of those from my good times went by, fade away, drift more and more in distance. but one, stayed. not because he's have that title, but because he's a friend, a true friend. he stayed all the way through. he held my hand all the way. he's he. he's the one.

I Love You.

Always...

-Love-

Mr. Love

my Mr. Love.. miss him loads :( and he's there having fun with someone else's tits. =_="
wish i was there too.. sigh