Is that all you've got 2009?!

it's the end of 2009. and from this year on, i'll try make a promise to post all the highlights of my year at every end of the year. why? coz the recent happenings of my life was really shitty and i think i should start count my blessings. if there's any. well, maybe i should start counting.

so here's for this year. 2009.

1. Jan 2009: (1) flew to KL for an interview by Mr. P. (2) a friend of mine got into an accident which happens to fall on her 'merisik' day. (3) visit her in Kuantan on the day i landed in KL.

2. Feb 2009: (1) got the final say from Mr. P. i was offered a job. fix pay. permanent. not really something i'm familiar with, scared that i might not be able to catch up with it. but i took it anyway. for the money. (2) got out of (then) current relationship. (3) got involved in a really complicated relationship (that was pretty dumb of me).

3. Mac 2009: (1) start my first day at Mr. P's tower after bout 3 weeks of induction. (2) learn bout something new - Marketing and Trading business (???).

4. Apr 2009: (1) getting to know more ppl in the company, getting involve in so many things as in the activities and all. nothing interesting. nothing much this month.

5. May 2009: (1) ...

6. Jun 2009: (1) start playing futsal for a competition. (2) getting involve in a competition by Mr. P punye company. (3) end stupid relationship. (4) start new relationship (not so stupid one).

7. July 2009: (1) had a weird and definitely unforgetable birthday present. coz i actually have to pay for it, then claim. (2) got really serious in it then crushed at the end of the month. really. (3) got my car. yea baby! (4) start loving jazz at Alexis.

8. Aug 2009: (1) celebrated his birthday, got myself a very nice dress. on him. (2) planned for Nepal.

9. Sept 2009: (1) went to Nepal. (2) Climb Annapurna Base Camp. Climb. (3) got into argument with him. big time.

10. Oct 2009: (1) reach Annapurna Base Camp. 4130m. yes! (2) got admitted. (3) forced cash out of myself to pay deposit for new house. (4) ended relationship.

11. Nov 2009: (1) got into a stupid argument to stand my ground. still am. (2) forced cash out of myself to pay deposit for new house. (3) found out i have Costochondritis. shitty.

12. Dec 2009: (1) got conned. i lost RM1.1k after paying the deposit of my (kononnye) new place. (2) in debt. (3) have evil ideas of doing evil things to Mr. Sau (he's the house owner). (4) oh.. got my new Blackberry for free.

and of coz, i get to know lotsa new ppl along the way. that, i can't count. the number of ppl i gotta know, that's blessings.. erm.. of coz only those who's been nice to me. that's the only ones i count. but still, again, it's not possible for me to list out one by one, each person who have made a difference in me. there's so many names coming through my mind right now, let's just let it be there.

really now.

i'm done with this list and i can't help thinking how blessed my life is. it's weird when i still have that 'tak puas hati' feeling coz i got conned.

one big lesson learn this year: never trust anyone. even if he/she looks harmless.

oh and, money IS actually EVERYTHING. trust me. or maybe not (see above).

there's about less than 10 days to go. is there anything more you'd like to offer me 2009? come on.. is that all you've got???

**to be edited from time to time.