Is that all you've got 2009?!

it's the end of 2009. and from this year on, i'll try make a promise to post all the highlights of my year at every end of the year. why? coz the recent happenings of my life was really shitty and i think i should start count my blessings. if there's any. well, maybe i should start counting.

so here's for this year. 2009.

1. Jan 2009: (1) flew to KL for an interview by Mr. P. (2) a friend of mine got into an accident which happens to fall on her 'merisik' day. (3) visit her in Kuantan on the day i landed in KL.

2. Feb 2009: (1) got the final say from Mr. P. i was offered a job. fix pay. permanent. not really something i'm familiar with, scared that i might not be able to catch up with it. but i took it anyway. for the money. (2) got out of (then) current relationship. (3) got involved in a really complicated relationship (that was pretty dumb of me).

3. Mac 2009: (1) start my first day at Mr. P's tower after bout 3 weeks of induction. (2) learn bout something new - Marketing and Trading business (???).

4. Apr 2009: (1) getting to know more ppl in the company, getting involve in so many things as in the activities and all. nothing interesting. nothing much this month.

5. May 2009: (1) ...

6. Jun 2009: (1) start playing futsal for a competition. (2) getting involve in a competition by Mr. P punye company. (3) end stupid relationship. (4) start new relationship (not so stupid one).

7. July 2009: (1) had a weird and definitely unforgetable birthday present. coz i actually have to pay for it, then claim. (2) got really serious in it then crushed at the end of the month. really. (3) got my car. yea baby! (4) start loving jazz at Alexis.

8. Aug 2009: (1) celebrated his birthday, got myself a very nice dress. on him. (2) planned for Nepal.

9. Sept 2009: (1) went to Nepal. (2) Climb Annapurna Base Camp. Climb. (3) got into argument with him. big time.

10. Oct 2009: (1) reach Annapurna Base Camp. 4130m. yes! (2) got admitted. (3) forced cash out of myself to pay deposit for new house. (4) ended relationship.

11. Nov 2009: (1) got into a stupid argument to stand my ground. still am. (2) forced cash out of myself to pay deposit for new house. (3) found out i have Costochondritis. shitty.

12. Dec 2009: (1) got conned. i lost RM1.1k after paying the deposit of my (kononnye) new place. (2) in debt. (3) have evil ideas of doing evil things to Mr. Sau (he's the house owner). (4) oh.. got my new Blackberry for free.

and of coz, i get to know lotsa new ppl along the way. that, i can't count. the number of ppl i gotta know, that's blessings.. erm.. of coz only those who's been nice to me. that's the only ones i count. but still, again, it's not possible for me to list out one by one, each person who have made a difference in me. there's so many names coming through my mind right now, let's just let it be there.

really now.

i'm done with this list and i can't help thinking how blessed my life is. it's weird when i still have that 'tak puas hati' feeling coz i got conned.

one big lesson learn this year: never trust anyone. even if he/she looks harmless.

oh and, money IS actually EVERYTHING. trust me. or maybe not (see above).

there's about less than 10 days to go. is there anything more you'd like to offer me 2009? come on.. is that all you've got???

**to be edited from time to time.

what's new?

1. i bought myself a car. it's white, spacious, auto ;) and i'm loving the about-45-minutes drive to and from work.
2. i went to Nepal (as you can already see in my previous post).
3. i was admitted for minor infection and inflammation of soft ribs bone, probably something i got from the trip.
4. i'm handling benzene shipment now (work related, don't bother asking/trying to understand).
5. haven't been reading much lately, but subscribed Reader's Digest. loving the free gifts.
   
6. realized that my circle of friends are closing in really fast. not so good.
7. easily irritated lately.
8. found a new place to stay. moving in mid Dec and probably will be celebrating Christmas there. really really excited. it's a house. house. i won't have to deal with parking problems, guards, mean people at lifts, waiting for the lift, and i can have BBQs and friends can smoke anywhere. LOL.
9. found a new and expensive hobby: traveling.
10. have a list of things i have to buy and all items are more than RM500. oh man..
    

ABC ain't that easy

after.. months?

let's start with this, i went to Nepal. trek all the way up Annapurna Base Camp. i was 4130m higher on the 1st October 2009! yeah!

went with Nadia and Aiman. took us 9 days to trek all the way to the base camp. mentally challenged by the up-down-up-again trails. yeah, it was shitty. but then again, totally 100% worth it. and i have this to post!Love it! :)

Long Break

It has been a while since I've updated anything on this page. Evan has been asking when I'll put more things on.

I just can't be bothered anymore since I've start working. I don't even have time for myself. But then, maybe (MAYBE) after today I'll make it an afford to update anything interesting here. so for now, since the last time I wrote anything on this, here's some of the interesting moments in my life. LOL

1. I've learn how to solve a Rubik's cube.
2. I got myself a Canon IXUS camera. Coolest thing ever!
3. Oh yes, I have a job now.
   
4. I had 2 awesome weekends. will upload pics on that later.
5. Joined the company's badminton tournament and our team got 2nd! I played women doubles, 3 games - won 1, draw 1 and lose 1. LOL. And one more thing, I twisted my ankle at the first game. Darnest!!
6. i can't think of any anymore.
   

well that's about it for now i guess. i'll write more later! nak tido dah!!!

pause

Mr. Lappy is still not with me for the moment. i've moved to my new room, and the only entertainment i have is my iPod and a book. yep, i'm back to reading. thanks to Soph for dragging me to MPH and register for a member card. starting from March, i promise (erm..) i'll read at least 2 books per month. slow2 la start kan.. ;)

Mr. 15's reading this? hehe...

so besides reading and going out with Soph for lunch and/or dinner, i sleep. and oh, i got a new hobby which i share with Soph. window shopping - furnitures. we've been going to a bunch of furniture store looking and browsing through all kinds of furnitures and surveying the price. of course, ada la berangan-angan wanna buy but maybe one day.. one day (nak sedapkan hati masing2). i just can't wait for my first pay, or my first credit card!!

my room is empty. only my super awesome comfortable bed. that's it. i need a 2 panel curtain, tv cabinet, an at least 20 inch flat screen HD TV (heee...), wardrobe, dressing table, bookshelves cum room partition, wooden hanger set, towel rail, new ceiling lights, air purifier, install Astro and maybe an air-conditioner. OMG!! can i afford all this. my taste is getting higher. i need someone i can blame it on. ;p who did this to me? oh and a dvd rack! and i want all this things to be in white, or red, or black. i still can't decide. maybe white. so i'm forced to do cleaning every week!

oh.. i need MONEY!!

damn...

bosan. go-cart tak jadi. went furniture shopping with Soph. oh did i tell u i got another comforter? it is ssssoooooooooooooooooo comfortable. i love my bed. and oh, i need a divan without the headboard. i have my room designed. i'll post some pictures when i get it all done. i will!!!

i will...

Sultan Hogbo and a day in TTMC

it's a mattress. so so soft, so bouncy, think, big, cooling, masih bau cina. hahaha! got it from IKEA at a very reasonable price. can u see me smiling? ;)

it finally reached my room at noon today. soph was with me. the first thing she did, lay it down and get on it. haha! she love it. i love it more! i'm really gonna have a hard time getting up for work with it cuddling me every night, and days on weekends of course. now people, don't blame me if i don't wanna get out of bed on a Sunday morning. seriously.

bout the bed, it's Sultan Ho(with double dot, can't figure out how to put it there and i just couldn't care less)gbo spring mattress, dark grey. has extra wadding (no idea what that means but i think it adds to the comfort) coz it says, 'extra wadding adds comfort'. Bonell springs constructed to allow air to flow freely giving the pleasant sleeping climate. pleasure all night long. ;p i wanted queen size but since double size being only 17cm smaller and RM100 cheaper then a queen size bed, i bought double size. i'm gonna be sleeping there, terkangkang2 air luir basi meleleh the whole day, and most of the nights alone, so doesn't make any difference anyway. not that i mind sleeping alone since it's gonna be on the most comfortable bed fitted with the soft touch of my new sheets... nah... i rather enjoy it alone. if u know what i mean. hehehe...

today is gonna be the last day, me tumpang-ing soph's room. we both need the privacy anyway. i know she can't wait for me to move. so do i. haha! that bed bugs soph!! uh... maybe later, when i have the energy and mood to pack my stuffs then i'll officially move to my new room which i single handed-ly scrub the floor with a piece of cloth this morning. rajin kan???

nanti dah move in, the first thing i'm gonna do is, wrap my Sultan with the new Aussino mattress pad which again i got as a present. uhhh!! best best!! but yang tak best nyer, my sheets are still in the laundry, with my comforter and my towels. guess the bad pad is comfy enough till Saturday. ;) i haven't decided on the wardrobe and the dressing table and the (kononnya) working desk and the tv cabinet. still thinking and budgeting for now. kinda blew out all the cash on the mattress and sheets. well, i'm gonna be on it more than all the other stuff anyway la kan? so why not. besides, who wouldn't want a nice place to rest after a hectic day at work. agree?

oh yea, i need a shoe rack too.. oh and btw, viv n ayu, u'r always welcome. but wait till i get the room done then i'll let u know ;)

oh, yesterday was one of the most weirdest day of my life. i went to Twin Towers Medical Centre for a check up. requirements before joining Mr P. u all know that already. anyway, the weirdest most freaky part was the urine test. the nurse actually stood in the toilet as i was doing my business. i know it's a part of the rules and regulation or requirements or whatsoever, so that i won't forge my urine sample. but, dude!! it was soooooo weird peeing in the toilet with a stranger!!! the only thing that separates us was a glass partition. i had a hard time peeing okay! and when i've done filling the bottle, i still gotta finish, she waited. urgh!!!

then there's the 'where's ur veins' situation. i had this problem before when doctors wanna get my blood for their daily breakfast. haha! blood sample. they tied me up the first time, i mean my arm je la, then start slapping the inner part of my elbow (tmpt amek darah tu) few times, still couldn't see or feel anything. they sent me out for a while, then asked me to come back in. the doctor herself had to do it. my fingers almost turned blue, then she found it. i didn't watch the part when the put the needle in. though i have no problem looking at my belly button been poked through, i really can't enjoy the pain of needles in hospitals/clinic.

basically, the whole check up, i kantoi my hearing test, my lung test and they had a hard time taking a sample of my blood, i had a hard time giving them a sample of my urine, i weigh 61kg (yes, i'm gaining weight) and 160cm short, was pressed against the cold xray metal and yes, my nipples did get hard and it's not intentionally and they mark me as pregnant (what??!!) coz they said my last period was last month. note: i'm not pregnant, that's just how the whole check up thing goes coz my next period is next week. that's what the nurse told me la since i had that 'what?-i'm-not-pregnant!!' face when she told me. offended sikit coz i thought she said that coz she saw my tummy. hahahahahahahahaha! damn..

oh the conversation with the doctor.

Doc: do u smoke?
Me: erm.. yeesss?
Doc: how many per day?
Me: half a box..?
Doc: that's 10 sticks per day!
Me: box of 14... (cute smile)
Doc: don't lie..
Me: (cute smile again)
Doc: u drink?
Me: yes!
Doc: social drinker ah?
Me: ah huh.. heee...
Doc: exercise?
Me: yea..
Doc: how often?
Me: when i feel like i'm getting fatter.
Doc: (laugh out loud.. really!) that's not the right way u know.. (laugh again)
Me: i know. (cute smile)

funny friendly man. haha! checked my eyes, ears, mouth, heart, told me to lie down and start poking around my tummy, and told me this. "try to smoke smoking ah... ur tummy banyak angin ohh..."

hahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahhahahhahaha!! siot.

Single by Natasha Bedingfield

Ah yeah that's right
All you single people out there
This is for you
Yeah

I'm not waiting around for a man to save me
('Cos I'm happy where I am)
Don't depend on a guy to validate me
(No no)
I don't need to be anyone's baby
(Is that so hard to understand?)
No I don't need another half to make me... whole

Make your move if you want
Doesn't mean I will or won't
I'm free to make my mind up
You either got it or you don't

This is my current single status
My declaration of independence
There's no way I'm trading places
Right now a star's in the ascendant

I'm single (Right now)
That's how I wanna be
I'm single (Right now)
That's how I'm gonna be

Ah yeah uh huh that's right

Don't need to be on somebody's arm to look good
(I like who I am)
I'm not saying I don't wanna fall in love 'cos I would
I'm not gonna get hooked up just 'cos you say I should
(Can't romance on demand)
I'm gonna wait so I'm sorry if you misunderstood

This is my current single status
My declaration of independence
There's no way I'm trading places
Right now a star's in the ascendant

I'm single (Right now)
That's how I wanna be
I'm single (Right now)
That's how I'm gonna be

I'm single (Right now)
That's how I wanna be
I'm single

Everything in it's right time everything in its right place
I know I'll settle down one day
But 'til then I like it this way... it's my way
Yes I like it this way

Make your move if you want doesn't mean I will or won't
I'm free to make my mind up you either got it or you don't
'Til then I'm single

This is my current single status
My declaration of independence
There's no way I'm trading places
Right now a star's in the ascendant

cotton cotton cotton

puas hati nyerrrr!!! hehe! i'm soooooo sooooooooooooooooo happy. although it may not be anything GREAT for some people but for me, aaahhh...

i went to Jusco in Sunway Piramid with Soph. she saw the SALE sign yesterday and told me, since i wanna shop for sheets for my new bed, to shop there. and so we went. i spent only bout RM275 on..

- 2 solid color 100% cotton, 250 thread count queen size sheets in brown and red.
- 1 pink/brown 100% cotton, 250 thread count queen size comforter.
- 2 cotton pillow with nano silver finished from Novelle Home.
- 2 micro cotton bath towels in red and pink.

uhhhhhh....!!! so so satisfied!

esok shop for bed and some other furnitures for the room. yes!

the new begining

updates updates... some interesting and yet some less interesting things are happening in my life lately. i can't really say that everything is A ok but most of it are. ;p

first of all, i finally got THE job!! from Mr. P of coz. thank u thank u... after like almost 6 months i think, was under depression (well, not really considering the fun party poker nights in Miri) and so so frustrated that everyone else got something from Mr. P earlier than me, Thank God i finally secured a place in Mr. P's company. hehe! it ain't really what i was looking forward to, or what i've been learning bout either, but i guess i could do better in this side of the business. everything happens for a reason right? i believe so.. yep yep! and but then again, i'll only start on the 16th of February where i have to attend some brain washing session for bout 3 weeks i think, then i'll be that office chick (cheewahh...!!).

secondly, i bank in the deposit for my new room, brand new okay... at Sterling Condo, Kelana Jaya. superbly amazing most awesome luck to have a middle room with attached bathroom, with angle walls which i can think of many creative things to work with, and twinkling view of the city from the 18th floor. uuuhhhh!!! and guess what, i'm renting it for only RM400 per month. ain't that lucky??? i do think so considering the view, the room and the fact that i'm the first owner of THAT room! hooyeah!! and gosh i tell u, the condo area is i'll say, 4 stars, to me la. my friend said that's jus a 2 or 3 stars standard. but hell 'em, it's more than i ever expected! the pool is huge! there's a gym room, everything else is so near-by. i love it! i just love it!!

then there's a new addiction which i can't really talk about but we'll get there one day aite. ;p not sure how many people maybe judging that post IF and only IF i decided to post if out. but then, that thing, made life easier and more interesting.

oh and did i mention i got myself a new iPod shuffle. it's pink! ;p i know it only cost less then RM200 but that's like the most expensive present i've ever got from anyone, okay!! yep yep.. i'm happy and was smiling the whole day, the day i got it. hehe!

one the other side of the sun however, things didn't go so well. the so called perfect relationship ended. it wasn't anything bad. he's still a nice guy despite his confusion bout the future and all. can't really let it be blamed on him but, lets just say i wasn't expecting him to be doing such stuffs. no details ok. ;) all i can say, Love, it was too, my best year ever.

the whole period from convocation day up to today, i'm gratefull for having the chance to get to know some wonderful people. went to few parties and dinners. really really glad that i gotta chance to make new friends.

it has been a hell of a ride towards the end of 2008, but for this year, 2009, i can see shining things around me already and it's just the end of the first month! i'm glad that it's a good start this year. well, guess it should be a good year since it's my year! the year of the mighty OX!! hoooyeahhh!!

there's another 11 months through this year, and the ups and downs, will come by but one thing i promise myself, that i'll be happy all year round, not to dwell on any negetivity and to be grateful for all the blessings i got and will be getting throughout the year!

cheers!!

that urge

urgh.. i hate it. that urge to do something that u know u'd love to do but u know u can't do coz it's bad but u really really want to but u know u just can't. u know that feelin'? irritating kan? it's like your brain already told u that it's bad and logically u know u shouldn't but your heart just says 'Go for it!'. then u're gonna be like.. should i follow my heart or my brain? haha! this thing i wanna do, i know it's bad and i know it's not gonna give me anything else but comfort, satisfaction and probably some interesting conversations which might end with something sooo messed up and soooo bloody wrong. LOL! but then again, at least it's there to make days and nights interesting and hard at the same time.

ps: tattoo of 2 cards - an Ace and a 7 of hearts. cool?